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Name: Dustin
Birthday: 12/25/1989
Gender: Male


Interests: Star watching, Boxing, Welding, Forgeing, and Poetry.
Expertise: Machanic, Video games, bare knuckle brawling,and Poetry.
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 2/23/2005

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Hello again. I guess I finally snapped the other day. After all my anger over the years and my hiding it somewhere i finally let it loose. Okay. I was just chillin outside walking around like I ussually do. This one girl came up to me for no reason and we were talking for a while. I saw a friend of mine in a fight and I went over to watch. My friend won the fight. He is kinda a streetfighter so all he did was grad the guys head and slammed it on his knee. There was no blood or nothing but, it was a good fight. After the fight we went walking around and walked down a alley. The guy came back and had some friends. They were talking their shit and I told them to shut the fuck up before i kick their asses. One of his friends actually stepped up to me and punched me. Of course being the guy I am, I'm not gonna take that. So I punched him back and the other ones jumped in and was kicking my ass and my friend's. I got the wind knocked out of me and I was on the ground for a while. Suddenly, I saw all my father's doings to me in the past and my head was hurting insanely. When I stood up I blacked out and I couldn't feel anything exept the pain in my head. My friend told me that I was getting hit and took it like I was a building. I grabbed the closest thing to me and started swinging at them. I guess it was a board because there wasn't any big rocks in there. I was also told that I was doing some stuff from this stupid Tae kwon doe shit. He saw a couple of the moves but other than that he was on the ground. When I regained concious I was in the hospital and my head was wrapped up. I wasn't kept there but, I have to take useless anger management classes. It won't help me. But I do feel better. I can actually control some of my problems. I just know it'll build of even faster. This all happened a couple of days ago but I can feel it isn't over.


Wednesday, March 30, 2005

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Freak on a Leash
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Hey everyone. I am in no more pain from the last message. I am more or less in mental pain. My family is getting on my nerves more than ever. I'm about to either run away or commit suicide. I mean I know suicide isn't the answer but I can't take much more. I have to get away from these people. I never liked, let alone loved these people because I never felt "safe" around them. I've always felt like I'm missing something in my life. I can never find it. These people never would let me even try to. But, I'm not gonna bother you with the bore of my life.


Monday, March 14, 2005

Hey, whoever. I've been having the roughest weekend of my life. First, I got jumped by some people that I didn't even know. Then, those people hit me with a board in the leg and almost busted my chest bones. I was in the hospital for two days. I refused to do anything in there. So they just let me go early. My chest is wrapped up right now. It has to stay wrapped for 6 weeks. I can barely bend. I almost needed a crutch for my left leg. I just limp around for now. I can't go up stairs because if I limp up the stairs my chest would hurt like hell. I was puking up blood for 2 days. When that stopped the hospital let me go. Well, I gonna go.


Hey, whoever. I've been having the roughest weekend of my life. First, I got jumped by some people that I didn't even know. Then, those people hit me with a board in the leg and almost busted my chest bones. I was in the hospital for two days. I refused to do anything in there. So they just let me go early. My chest is wrapped up right now. It has to stay wrapped for 6 weeks. I can barely bend. I almost needed a crutch for my left leg. I just limp around for now. I can't go up stairs because if I limp up the stairs my chest would hurt like hell. I was puking up blood for 2 days. When that stopped the hospital let me go. Well, I gonna go.


Thursday, March 10, 2005

Hey, whoever actually reads this stuff. I've started a new project again. I don't even know why I do this stuff. I don't have all the supplies yet but, I got enough to keep me occupied until I get the rest. I had to go to this homeschool thing and there was this girl that caught my eye the first day. I kept it to my self cause she doesn't seem like the type of girl to go for a type like me. I didn't know my mom could see through the window. She sat outside waiting for me to finish. My mom told me that the girl kept looking at me. That got me surprised. I had one more day for those tests I decided to talk to this girl. I stood up and the teacher told me to sit down and be quiet. I decided to cooperate because I heard there was this field trip type thing coming up. It'll be in the summer and at a beach. If any guys read this they know what that means. XD. I got a couple Aces up my sleeve. Well, I'm gonna go. Peace yall.



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